I think i’ve gotten to the point where no one wants to talk to me about my sadness anymore. Everyone ignores me and i don’t really blame them, but it does show how much people really care. Lang is the best, he really understood me and was on my side the whole time. I will never forget that.
It still hurts. I saw a picture of her and it made me really sad and i would start breathing really fast to the point where my heart literally hurt. I don’t think she is going through anything like this at all. Why would she? she never cared in the first place. I got played and i lost everything in the end. I wish i got cancer and just died tomorrow.