Finding love is a lot like finding a job. You go to Linkedin or Indeed to look for the job that you want much like how you go on dating apps like Hinge or Coffee Meet Bagel to look for potential partners. If you pass the initial check, you move onto the interview stage where you meet in person to discuss your qualifications on your resume (or profile). If you pass the vibe check, then you move onto the next round of interviews (or dates) until they think you’re good enough and choose you. Congrats, you got finally got the job! (or girlfriend/boyfriend).
It’s funny. The two things I want the most right now is a new job and a girlfriend. However, I’ve haven’t been doing well with obtaining either of those things. My job search process is basically nonexistent because I’m stuck in project hell; getting distracted by tons of side projects which I thought were good ideas, then abandon later on for something more exciting. This is probably how i deal with imposter syndrome, by procrastinating. Avoiding what I should be doing and making myself feel better for a while by doing what I like.
Maybe the reason I’m failing at getting a job and a girlfriend is because I’m splitting my effort and doing a half ass job at obtaining them. Maybe I’ll have better luck if I focus on one thing at a time. I should concentrate on getting a job first because I don’t want my future girlfriend to be ashamed of being with someone who’s just a scribe. She deserves better. It gets lonely though when you’re working on yourself and trying to become a better person. The positive attitude and motivation is fleeting and it’s not easy to find it again without someone reminding you. Most of the time you just have to push through the doubt and anxiety to try and get things done. Ok so that’s what I’ll do. I got this. I can do anything if I put my mind to it. I don’t need it to be perfect, I just need to get it done. I’m Andy and I’m fucking awesome.
Weight 144.0 lbs, Skeletal Muscle 77.8 lbs, Body Fat 16.2%