it’s been a while since i last wrote. I figured i should update you on my life. Still working out and joined a gym like 4-5 months ago. I have some muscles now lol. The hardest part is eating the right things. I’ve been on a cut for 2 months now, watching my calorie intake and trying to keep it under 2000 a day. I’m basically hungry all the time and I hate it. I am losing weight though. I lost like 3 lbs in 2 months. That’s pretty good right? I’m trying to lose fat while maintaining my muscle mass so i still have to eat enough protein everyday which is not easy. All i eat is chicken and milk. I’m like 20% fat right now and I’m trying to get to 15%.
I’ve gone on a few dates with some boring ass girls. It’s like pulling teeth trying to keep the conversation alive. I don’t know if that’s just their personality or if they are not interested in me but either way I didn’t not want to see them again lol. There was this one girl that I did have good conversations with but she’s like too nice and I kinda like a bad girl. I dunno, i just didn’t feel it with her. I hate dating so much. I’m emotionally exhausted saying the same shit to a bunch of girls that end up ghosting me or i ghost them because they are sooooooo boring. I’m gonna try to stay positive and trust the process.
I seriously need to work on applying to data analyst jobs. It’s still what I really want to do but I haven’t been as motivated as I used to. I keep getting distracted by my side projects which I never end up completing. I got this though. Nicole is back from maternity leave and I have more time now. I gotta get hungry for it.