I’ve been trying to stick to my workout routine. I’m lifting weights, running, and trying to eat the right things. I initially lost 10 lbs but then I switched my focus to building muscle which requires eating significantly more calories daily. Since then I’m not sure if anything changed. I seem to be gaining all my weight back but I’m hoping it’s all muscle and not fat. Even though I don’t know if it’s working I’m going to keep going and trust the process. I need to remember that some days will be bad, some days will be ok, and some days will be great.
I’ve been putting off applying for data analyst jobs and I’m not really sure why. I think part of it is that I’m afraid of finding out that I’m not good enough and that I’ve wasted hours studying for nothing. I know I shouldn’t think that but it’s been a lonely journey. No one really helps me and no one really encourages me. I guess I’m here to cheer myself on and to remind myself to not be so hard on myself. Enjoy the journey and don’t focus on the destination. As long as I’m making progress, it doesn’t have to be perfect. You might be surprised by what you can accomplish if you just try.
Be a good person, be happy, you are enough.