Just reminding myself to hang in there and keep going. I don’t really have anything else if I don’t. I’m doing my best to break old habits and become the change that I want. I’m trying to push myself harder even when I’m tired as fuck or depressed. I’m trying to stay present and not think about the past or future. I think I’m going to apply to jobs soon and it’s scary because I have no idea what I’m doing or if i’ll be good enough. All I know is that I need to make more money and I need to get the fuck out of my current. I am meant for something better and I hope I get there soon. I have to work harder.