I’ve been trying to take more pictures and videos to incorporate into by blog posts. I’m in the Stavros Niachos Foundation Library right now. I love libraries and this is one of my favorites. I always sit on the 5th floor long table on the corner. I’d like to think that’s my spot and I get the most work done there. I just want to write something really quick before I start doing work.
I went out with my coworkers after work on Friday for korean BBQ. It was nice except I kinda felt like a 5th wheel because everyone was coupled up. It was a weird feeling. I never really had that feeling before but I don’t like it. I think nicole knew and tried to make it better by no being so “together” with billy. That was really nice of her. I feel like nicole really gets me because we’re the same type of weird. Not a lot of people understand me but nicole certainly does most of the time. It also didn’t help that Sam emailed me on my birthday. Even though it was a nice thing to do, it brought up a lot of feelings and I was hella depressed AF on Saturday. I couldn’t eat and stayed in bed all day. I promised myself that I would never go back to the person I was and to keep moving forward no matter how unmotivated or how lazy I am. The hardest part for me is usually just getting started which is exactly what I did this morning. A little late but I made it to the library with plenty of time to study. I finished the course of SQL and scored in the 90th percentile on the exam which I think means my score was better than 90% of the people that took the exam. That’s pretty good I guess. I moved on to learning excel now and it’s pretty short. I’m half way done with the course. After that I’m moving on to python which will probably be the hardest but I’m excited start because I know it’s basically used for everything.
Have a crush on E which I might do something about soon. I like that she tries everything I mentioned, like wordle and sumo citrus. Which means she isn’t afraid to try new things which is definitely a quality I’m looking for in someone. She also remembered that I liked Crash Landing On You, which I mentioned like once 2-3 years ago? Like who remembers that kind of detail about someone. She must like me at least a little bit right? I don’t know, she just might be really smart which I also really like. Damn, I think I’m in trouble. I also like how she is a little shy and weird.
Andy, you’re the goat.