It was really blurry, and most the days just sort of blended together. But alas! Winter break is finally over. I go back to school tomorrow. There are many things that I will not will not miss. I love doing whatever I want in college! Seriously, no more mom yell at me going to bed at 5am, I can eat whatever and whenever I want. Although sometimes I do miss my Mom’s cooking. I like
being able to play my piano really late at night too. Also there are lots of people to hang out with at anytime of the day. Just overall very excited to go back and reclaim my freedom. sort of. I really don’t want to get my work done though. I already have so much work to do already. But my top priority is to get my internship stuff turned in. Then buy my books, and study my dick off to get those phat A’s.
It’s ashame that I have to miss Chinese New Year, if only I could stay for just one more week. But everyone gave me red envelopes already. For Chinese New Year and for my Birthday since I won’t be home for that either. This happens every year, but I still feel pretty lonely without my family sometimes. I don’t really have any asian friends to celebrate chinese new year with. Jess and Canny are going home I think. Speaking of asian. I really like this one song I found. Hong Dou (Red Bean) – Khalil Fong. There is a chinese poem written a long time ago about giving red beans to some you miss. So since most Chinese people are shy and do not like to express there emotions, they can give red beans to someone they miss. A little unorthodox but pretty cool. I’ll probably never give anyone any beans, even if I miss them. They would be like “wtf are these beans for?”
All in all, a pretty boring break, nothing really happened. Been socializing over AIM and Facebook too much. Going to bed at ungodly times didn’t help either.
-A