Andy, stop feeling like this. You have to pick yourself back up. No one is going to do anything for you and you have to get your life back on track. No excuses, don’t wait, get things started. There will always be an excuse, you just have to suck it up and get it done. Stop feeling sorry for yourself and stop being a bitch. Do you think girls will like a man that does nothing all day? Do this for your next girlfriend. Make something of yourself for her, so that she has something to brag about to her friends. You are nothing right now and a huge piece of shit with nothing to offer. Get a job, go back to school, and get into PA school. Don’t stop. It is suppose to be your dream job. It’s not going to be easy so you will have to put the work into it. Please Andy, please don’t be stuck. get out of this town, make lots of money, show that bitch that you are worth it and that she fucked up. Don’t let your mom down, and more importantly, don’t let yourself down. You owe this to yourself and you deserve this.