I think i’m going crazy. I don’t know what is going on anymore about anything. There is nothing to look forward to and the only thing I know how to do is study and get through school. Andy, you can do it. There’s nothing left for you to do except make yourself a better person. Be the change that you want and be proactive in setting these changes into motion. I hope to look back 1 year from now and be able to say that all the hard work paid off and I did a good job. I don’t want to be stuck where I was 6 months ago, in a hole with no where to go. Be humble, save money, use your time wisely. School is honestly the most important thing right now. Control your thoughts and organize them better.