I’m broken and I don’t know who I am anymore. My whole life I’ve never been so alone and so lost before. I use to know exactly what I wanted to do and so confident that I could do it, but now I don’t even know what I’m doing from day to day. It’s been about a year since my break up and I don’t know why I can’t shake this feeling. I just want to get better, I wish I had someone I can talk to about this but I keep it to myself because I don’t want to bother anyone. I’m just so tired of suppressing my heartache and pretending to be happy. I keep holding on, hoping that things will get better. At this point I’m not sure it will, but we will see. I have to get ready for work now which I hate so much.
