I think my most philosophical and internal thoughts come out late at night. Usually when i’m lying in bed thinking. It prevents me from sleeping so in hopes to cure this curse i blog it up. Not sure why.
So a few minutes before, i was pondering over thoughts about my life. And i came to a realization that i haven’t really discovered the world. I live in a small town and i know a few people from across the river and over the mountain. thats it. In college there will be people from all over the place. I’m not sure how i’m going to react to it. It’s an environment i haven’t really touched upon. In a sense, it’s scary, but at the same time i’m also curious to see what it’s like. I have this idea of what college is like. Full Assholes with really hot girlfriends drinking all the time. I’m not really into that. I prefer clean fun with a but of over the top pranks here and there. I don’t know really know.
My life here in highland falls is quickly diminishing. Well, my social life at least. I realized today that i have no friends. I’m the annoying guy that always text people to hang out but they don’t necessarily want to hang out with me. I’m a bother to everyone. Plus when i do, i end up spending a lot of money. i am so dumb. I hate my fishbowl life.
on a lighter note, “The Dark Knight” was a pretty good movie. It was long, but it definitely was worth seeing it by myself. sweet…..i’m a fucking loser.