It’s another one of those nights again…
I had an idea for a topic i was going to have a big discussion about here but now i forgot it. i hope it comes back to me. I will continue to write while i try to remember.
I had my Albany orientation on Monday. It lasted till Tuesday and i stayed there overnight. The entire experience was overall informative and fun. My Orientation Advisor (OA) was very awesome and my group was probably the most fun group there. The beginning of the program was really boring. we had a lot of meetings about the same stuff. i didn’t really care for it so i slept through most of them. When all the meetings were over and we all went back to our dorms, the party started. We played “Apples to Apples.” I’ve never played this game before but it is a very sweet game (no pun intended). We played it and other people from other floors started to join in on the fun. This chick from no where sat next to me and at first i didn’t really care for her but in my mind i thought to myself “wow, she’s hot.” So we’re playing apples to apples and i’m making all these really gay jokes(which i thought were gold). She’s the only one that laughs, i think it’s because no one else heard me. Then i quit the game and started talking to this chick. I started rapping cause i was wanted to and she was all like “oooh your so cool and cute.” She asked me to serenade her so i asked some dude to play the guitar and he did. He played “hey there delilah.” but i replaced it with jamie. i eventually showed her the list and everyone else saw it too. the entire rec area of people rallied up and was like “yo, help him finish the list and do #7.” She had no objections so we went into a room and made out.
This bitch was a slut. She ruined it for me. I don’t make out with much chicks, so when i do it’s like the coolest thing in the world for me. I just met this bitch and within an hour we’re making out. Not that i’m ungrateful, but anyone could have made out with her. I feel like one of those assholes that hook up with tons and tons of chicks and have no respect for any of them. Remember Colby Smidt? He was a really hot guy in school but he was really christian and never really drank or hooked up with chicks for fun. I give him props for being a good guy, given he was a pretty big loser that didn’t do anything cool. I don’t really know where i’m going with this. I think it’s cause i don’t like growing up and i always want to stay in that kid-like state of mind. cause when i was a kid, making out with a chick was the most G thing i could do. Now i can make out with anyone, Not really but figuratively.
So i’m 100% over kelsey, right? Then out of no where my friends (robb) are like “dude, would you take her last name if you two got married?” or “You two are made for each other, your both weird.” I would never ever take her last name. Not that it’s not cool but what kind of bitch man takes the name of the chick, it just makes no sense. And yes, she is very weird which is great cause it makes me look normal. thats aside from the points. I’m over her and now all this shit is starting all over again. And to make it worst, she texts me for fun. given it was only once but seriously, my mental and emotional elements can’t take this shit anymore. fuck, i don’t even know what the hell is going on.
It’s so late. and i’m getting delirious. This is a long ass entry. holy shit.