Everyday has been an Okay day. nothing too exciting but nothing too boring either. Although i will admit that i thought the return of robb or kelsey would have been something more grand. But it’s still the same. I think it’s because i didn’t do anything at all the week before. it’s fine. i’m sure it’ll get better.
You know, i think everyone should have that one person they would really like to get with. just something to look forward to. it really makes all the difference in the world, you’ll start doing things differently and it will change you. I think at one point of my life i didn’t like anyone, and it was pretty boring. At least if you like someone your friends will pick on you about it, and it’s cool. I’m sure you would do the same thing it was your friend. It’s weird, people change other people. well, they change me at least. I think i’m a little more carefree now. i don’t really care about stuff anymore. Actually the only thing i care about is going to binghamton right now. #1 Priority.
now i don’t want to be gay, and look back on this 2 years from now and realize how much of a bitch i was. cause i’m not, actually maybe i am….but just a little. i am charlie. i’m cool. regardless, the thing is i was seriously totally over her 100%. Til someone convinced me to pursue it some more and then she started to text me. and from there shit hit the fan all over again. so i’m back where i started. i’m a mess but i’ve learned to coupe with it and i swear to put my bros first. cause dem hoes get you no where. I’ve got it haha!