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It’s hard to be a good person.

boring boring more boring, boring boring boring. Nothing is going on, boring boring, oh and boring. It’s 5:18 AM, i’m awake, woohoo. Mariah is fucking weird as fuck, what the fuck. I think I have downs. As always I got nothing done today like a champion. Going to get buttfucked with work this week. ok, but on a serious note…

Even with all this crazy stuff going on, all the homework and exams, the only thing that ever gets me through the day/week is looking forward to hanging out with my friends. I didn’t think it was possible, but they are growing on me even more. The guys put a snowflake on there door with my name on it (i didn’t realize it til 10 minutes ago) and that kinda struck a chord in my heart, cause I dunno, they like me? This is hard to explain. But I feel like we are really good friends now, and i’m not just some guy from another suite. Even the girls, I am very happy to have them around. They are girls (cool!) and they tolerate my vulgar sense of humor, Which no girl should ever be without. I think some of us are always looking for the next best thing, always wanting more. But I am satisfied right now. With everything. I don’t care if I never make anymore friends, I like my group of friends.

-A

What a wonderful day, the sun is shining and the temperature is actually bareable. It’s as if the stars have align and everything should coinside perfectly. Nothing should bring us down and everything we do should be the most fun thing we have every done. enjoying, smiling, and dying from the lack of oxygen of laughing. oh shit, I forgot we are in the real world and I’m actually sitting in the girls room updating my blog while everyone sleeps. Sweet! We just had a retarded amount of work this weekend and the last thing I want to do is nothing. But oh, I guess that’s what we are doing. Oh well, girls will be girls. I just wish i didn’t have to waste such a goregeous day.

On another note, I think I really beasted that molecular genetics test. And honestly I didn’t even study that much. But it could really go either way. Ok, i’m going to leave now because I feel like a rapist being the only one awak in the girls room.

-A

Ok, so today is Wednesday. This must be a gift from god because it’s we didn’t

Dear Blog,

Hi how are you? me? oh I’m doing ok, except for the fact that there is absolutely nothing cool going on. Not only today but pretty much everyday. Let me reintroduce you to a typical day of mine. First I wake up at 7:30 after going to sleep at a ridiculous hour the night before. I get out of bed, pee, and then I put my contacts on, Which btw is harder than it sounds because I don’t know if this happens to you but when I wake up, the first thing I want to do is NOT open my eyes. So thats probably the hardest part of my day, which isn’t even that hard. And I just said the word “Hard” too many times. Go strong vocabulary! Anyway, when I’m all done getting ready I go to my first class which is always Chinese. That class is pretty lame. Did I mention there are no hotties in that class? Seriously, what am I suppose to look at? the power point? yea right? hahah. General rule of thumb. No hotties, no fun. Oh but this week, someone funny happened. So as usual I’m not paying attention to whatever the teacher is saying. Someone answered a question, and the teacher knew I wasn’t paying attention so she called on me to repeat the answer. So there were two things I could have done. Ask to repeat the answer or guess. Obviously i’m not going to pussy out and ask to repeat the answer. So I guess and IT WAS RIGHT! Everyone laughed except the teacher who probably hates me a lot right now. But champions like me didn’t get to where I am making friends. Ok, so onward with the rest of my day. I have molecular genetics next, which is a pretty typical lecture class. go to class, take notes, not pay attention. Sociology next, that class is gay. Then I come back and eat lunch and pay league of legends for about 2 hours. Then for the rest of the day I take naps for hours to make up for the sleep I lost, and do retarded amounts of homework. By the time I am done, it’s already so late and I have to go to bed again because I have to wake up at 7:30 again the next day. How retarded is that. fuck!

I’ve been getting a slew of new music this week. I really like Misery – Maroon 5 and Rocketeer – Far East Movement.

really though, too much happened this week and I really want to write it all down but I forgot most of it.

today in sociology discussion we talked about reparations for black people for an hour. It was so fucking stupid. I didn’t say anything because we honestly must have repeated the same point over a 100 times in different words. and our TA just sat there reading some faggot book about europe like the faggot he is. His boyfriend must be from europe where all the faggots live. I just drew cool pictures of science stuff. Like beakers and cells. Most fun i’ve had all day, other then shrooming niggers to death in LoL.

-A

So I don’t even know what has happened between now and my last entry. But you know, only champions excel in inconsistency. ergo, I am champion.

Let me start off by mentioning how my classes are this semester. My 8:30 Chinese class is way too early and really boring. It wasn’t as fun as my Chinese class last semester. I guess it makes sense, since no one wants to wake up that early. There are no hot chicks in that class either, big let down. Then there is this really rapist looking kid that always talks like he has downs. I think my teacher hates him. She loves me though, because I always give the coolest responses. My molecular genetics and cell biology class seems pretty sweet too. Tons of hotties and the professors are really funny. The material seems straight forward enough. Then I have sociology. That class is dumb as fuck, and I’ll most likely skip the dick out of it.

There is no good transition into this next topic so I will just start talking about it. Relationships. I am fucking baffled, utterly ass retarded at how my homeless pedophile room mate Kevin has a girlfriend. I don’t understand, he always smells like two guys buttfucking each other, he’s older then my dad, and all his actions just resonant social awkwardness. To make matters worse, I think he hooks up with his girlfriend in the room while I’m there to rub it in my face. What is this world coming to. On a side note, this has nothing to do with Kevin. Jess got contacts, I think, and a haircut and she looks really hot now or something.

Been sleeping a lot lately cause 8:30 classes are raping me. This week is going to be boring.

-A
xoxo

Sure is weird being back in school. I already miss home. There really isn’t anything going on, not many people are back yet and i spent most of my time unpacking and cleaning. There was some god awful smell coming from my room and all of it came from my fridge. When i unplugged it, i forgot to take out all the perishables. I really thought at least the lemons might have stayed fresh. I mean, i see them not refrigerated all the time at grocery stores. But nope, that shit turned browned and into a poop-like liquid. It was pretty gross. My room is a messaroni and cheese.

I never really liked Coldplay. In fact, I hate them and think that they are the gayest band in the world. It’s an old song, but I kind of like this one song called “The Scientist” by them. It’s just something about it that I really like. It goes very well with the story of my life. But any other song by Coldplay is definitely 100% homosexual.

Man, I wish it was 11 already so i can go eat. I’m so hungry i can throw up.

-A

It was really blurry, and most the days just sort of blended together. But alas! Winter break is finally over. I go back to school tomorrow. There are many things that I will not will not miss. I love doing whatever I want in college! Seriously, no more mom yell at me going to bed at 5am, I can eat whatever and whenever I want. Although sometimes I do miss my Mom’s cooking. I like

being able to play my piano really late at night too. Also there are lots of people to hang out with at anytime of the day. Just overall very excited to go back and reclaim my freedom. sort of. I really don’t want to get my work done though. I already have so much work to do already. But my top priority is to get my internship stuff turned in. Then buy my books, and study my dick off to get those phat A’s.

It’s ashame that I have to miss Chinese New Year, if only I could stay for just one more week. But everyone gave me red envelopes already. For Chinese New Year and for my Birthday since I won’t be home for that either. This happens every year, but I still feel pretty lonely without my family sometimes. I don’t really have any asian friends to celebrate chinese new year with. Jess and Canny are going home I think. Speaking of asian. I really like this one song I found. Hong Dou (Red Bean) – Khalil Fong. There is a chinese poem written a long time ago about giving red beans to some you miss. So since most Chinese people are shy and do not like to express there emotions, they can give red beans to someone they miss. A little unorthodox but pretty cool. I’ll probably never give anyone any beans, even if I miss them. They would be like “wtf are these beans for?”

All in all, a pretty boring break, nothing really happened. Been socializing over AIM and Facebook too much. Going to bed at ungodly times didn’t help either.

-A

With the start of a new semester coming up, I wanted to keep track of my life with a newer, more modern blog. Xanga was getting old and not satisfying me. Blogger! The new and improved. I’m still working on it. I don’t even know what to name it yet. But I will make it as interesting and as updated as possible.

Today is Thursday, I’m planning to go back to school on Saturday. I believe that Saturday is the ideal time for anyone to go back. Mostly because everyone will be there and the dining halls will probably be opened. Some people are going back today, and some people are going back Sunday. Sunday is the worst day to go back in my opinion. Jess and Canny are going back Sunday I believe, they won’t have anytime to settle in, laugh out loud. But I am really looking forward to this semester. Not only am I keeping up with this blog, but in doing so, I’m hoping to indirectly be keeping up with my school work. Ergo finally getting that big 4. A dream that seems so far away, but within reach.

I haven’t seen it yet, But everyone is saying it’s bad. The Green Hornet. Not going to lie, I only want to watch it because Jay Chou is in it. I’m sure i’m not the only one. I mean, I do like Seth Rogan, but I find the original Green Hornet to be very gay. I’m looking forward to seeing it. Jay Chou got so much more famous from this movie it’s crazy. Although, I like him more for his music.

It is 5:25 AM. It’s pretty late, but i can’t sleep. This is really bad. There is nothing to do, i still haven’t showered yet! I can’t seem to write anything good anymore. I use to be a lyrical wordsmith. What happened? i don’t know.